Chapter 4: The Sketchbook She Tried to Destroy
The sound of paper tearing was quieter than Nia expected.
That was what frightened her most.
Vanessa stood in the doorway of her daughter's bedroom, holding the sketchbook as if it were nothing more than an old magazine. The first page, the original drawing of the turquoise mermaid gown, hung between her fingers in two ragged pieces.
Nia stared at the torn paper.
For eleven months, she'd protected that drawing from spilled coffee, loose pins, and the occasional accident with a pair of scissors. She had carried it in her backpack during school, tucked it beneath her pillow when relatives visited, and placed it inside a plastic sleeve whenever rain threatened.
Now her mother was destroying it without even raising her voice.
"Stop," Nia whispered.
Vanessa glanced at her.
"What did you say?""
"Please don't.""
"You've made this family look dishonest. You've dragged your sister into a dispute she never asked for, and you've contacted strangers to undermine your mother's authority.""
"Brianna stole my design.""
Vanessa tore another strip from the page.
"Your sister is trying to build a future.""
"So am I!""
The words burst out of Nia before she could stop them.
Vanessa's hand paused.
Nia stepped forward, tears sliding down her cheeks.
"Why does Brianna get to have a future, but I only get to have hobbies? Why does everything I make become hers the second she wants it?""
Vanessa's expression hardened.
"Because Brianna understands what it takes to succeed.""
"No. She understands that you'll give her whatever she wants.""
Vanessa ripped the drawing down the middle.
Nia lunged forward.
"Mom, stop!""
Vanessa raised the sketchbook out of reach.
"Don't touch me.""
"That's my work!""
"And I'm your mother!""
For several seconds, they stood facing each other, breathing hard.
Then Vanessa dropped the torn drawing onto the bed.
"Tomorrow morning, you will email Ms. Brooks and withdraw your complaint. You will apologize to Brianna. You will help her prepare for the showcase, and this entire embarrassing situation will disappear.""
Nia looked at the pieces of paper.
"What if I don't?""
Vanessa reached into the sketchbook and removed three more pages.
"Then I'll make sure you never sew another dress in this house.""
She tore the pages out and placed them on the bed.
"You can go back to concentrating on school. That's what children your age should be doing.""
Nia stared at the scattered drawings.
She wanted to scream. She wanted to grab the book and run. She wanted to say something so cruel that Vanessa would finally feel even a fraction of what she had inflicted on her daughter.
Instead, Nia bent down and picked up the torn pieces.
One by one.
Vanessa watched her.
"Good," she said.
"Perhaps you're finally understanding.""
Then she walked out, taking the damaged sketchbook with her.
The door shut.
Nia remained kneeling beside the bed.
She could hear Vanessa's footsteps crossing the hallway. A moment later, Brianna's bedroom door opened.
"Did you fix it?"" Brianna asked.
"She's going to withdraw the complaint," Vanessa replied.
"And the sketchbook?""
"She'll learn to stop being sentimental.""
Brianna laughed.
"Honestly, Mom, I don't know why you let her get this far.""
Their voices faded.
Nia pressed the torn paper against her chest.
Then her phone vibrated.
A message from Evelyn Brooks appeared on the screen.
I need you to know that your complaint is now formally documented. Please preserve every piece of evidence you have. If anyone pressures or threatens you to withdraw, tell me immediately.
Nia read it twice.
She looked at the pieces of her drawing, then at the closed bedroom door.
Her mother believed she had destroyed the most important evidence.
She hadn't.
Nia opened her phone's photo gallery. Months earlier, she'd photographed every page of her sketchbook to create a digital portfolio. She had also saved the original files to a cloud account her mother didn't know existed.
The drawings were still there.
Every measurement.
Every correction.
Every version of the turquoise gown, from the first rough silhouette to the final arrangement of iridescent crystals.
Nia wiped her face.
Then she opened her email.
Ms. Brooks, my mother has threatened me and torn pages from my sketchbook because I refused to withdraw my complaint. I still have digital copies of my designs and photographs of the construction process. I will bring everything I have to the review.
She hesitated before sending it.
Then she remembered the sentence Vanessa had spoken downstairs that morning.
In the real world, people don't hand you success because you worked hard.
Maybe her mother was right about that.
Maybe hard work wasn't enough.
But Nia was beginning to understand something Vanessa had never taught her.
Sometimes, hard work meant refusing to let someone else erase what you'd done.
She pressed send.
At 7:30 the following morning, Nia went next door to see Mrs. Alvarez.
The older woman opened the door wearing a blue cardigan and slippers, her gray hair pinned loosely behind her head.
"Nia? Honey, what's happened?""
Nia tried to answer.
Nothing came out.
Mrs. Alvarez took one look at her swollen eyes and opened the door wider.
"Come inside.""
The kitchen smelled of cinnamon toast. A small radio played softly on the counter, and a sewing basket sat beside a half-finished curtain.
Nia sat at the table and told her everything.
She described the slap, the stolen gown, the false statement, and the torn sketchbook. She explained that the competition organizers had scheduled an emergency review and that her mother wanted her to withdraw.
Mrs. Alvarez listened without interrupting.
When Nia finished, the older woman placed her hands flat on the table.
"Let me get this straight," she said.
"You designed that dress, you paid for the materials, you built it with your own hands, and now your family is telling you to apologize for wanting your name attached to it?""
Nia nodded.
Mrs. Alvarez shook her head.
"That is not how this works.""
"Mom says I'm ruining Brianna's future.""
"Then Brianna should build her future with her own work.""
Nia stared at the table.
"What if nobody believes me?""
Mrs. Alvarez leaned forward.
"Do you have proof?""
"Yes.""
"Then you bring the proof.""
"But what if they still believe them?""
"Then you keep telling the truth. You don't have to shout. You don't have to insult anyone. You show them what happened and let them decide what kind of people they want to be.""
Nia took a shaky breath.
Mrs. Alvarez reached across the table and squeezed her hand.
"And one more thing. You are not responsible for protecting grown people from the consequences of their own choices.""
For the first time in two days, Nia felt her shoulders relax.
Mrs. Alvarez helped her print the original drawings from her digital portfolio. They arranged the dated photographs in chronological order, clipped the receipts to the corresponding fabric samples, and saved copies of everything to a small flash drive.
By nine o'clock, Nia had a folder thick enough to tell the story her mother had tried to erase.
When she returned home, Vanessa was waiting in the entryway.
Brianna stood beside her wearing a pale blouse and dark skirt, the turquoise gown visible through the garment bag draped over her arm.
Vanessa held out her hand.
"Your phone.""
Nia stopped.
"Why?""
"Because you have demonstrated that you cannot be trusted to use it responsibly.""
"I need it for the review.""
"You will not be attending any review.""
Nia's heart began pounding.
"The organizers said both parties have to attend.""
"I spoke to them this morning.""
"What did they say?""
Vanessa's eyes flicked toward Brianna.
"They understand that this is a family matter.""
Nia looked at her sister.
Brianna adjusted the garment bag on her arm.
"Mom says the organizers are willing to move forward if you withdraw your complaint.""
"They said that?""
"Yes.""
Nia studied Brianna's face.
Her sister wasn't looking at her. She was staring at the floor, rubbing her thumb against the strap of the garment bag.
For the first time, Nia wondered whether Brianna was frightened, too.
Then Brianna looked up.
"Just withdraw, Nia. It's one dress.""
"Then why are you so afraid of me entering the review?""
Brianna's jaw tightened.
Vanessa stepped between them.
"Enough. Your sister has worked hard to prepare for this showcase. You will not sabotage her because you're jealous.""
Nia tightened her grip on the folder hidden inside her tote.
"I'm not withdrawing.""
Vanessa's face went cold.
"Then you leave me no choice.""
She held out her hand again.
"Your phone. Now.""
Nia took one step backward.
"No.""
Vanessa's hand dropped.
"Fine. You have made your decision.""
She turned to Brianna.
"Get the car keys.""
Brianna hesitated.
"Mom, what are you going to do?""
Vanessa looked back at Nia.
"Something I should have done a long time ago.""
She walked toward the sewing room.
Nia followed, dread tightening around her ribs.
When she reached the doorway, Vanessa was already standing beside the black mannequin. She looked at the sewing machine, the drawers of thread, and the shelves of carefully labeled fabric.
Then she reached for the power cord.
"Nia," Vanessa said, without turning around, "you wanted to know what happens when you challenge me.""
May you like
She pulled the plug from the wall.
"Now you're going to find out.""