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Chapter 1: The Price of Being Unwanted

The day my stepmother threw a cheap gray T-shirt at me, she had thousands of dollars’ worth of designer shopping bags lined up beside her like trophies.

Then she looked me in the eyes and told me exactly how much I was worth to her.

“10,000 for my kids. That's enough for you.””

I was thirteen years old, standing in the living room of a mansion that had never quite felt like home, staring at a shirt that probably cost less than the lunch my stepsiblings had eaten that afternoon.

And for one terrible second, I couldn't find a single word to say.

My name is Nia Carter. I have deep-brown skin, thick natural curls that my father helped me tie back when I was little, and a faded blue sweatshirt that had belonged to my mother before cancer took her away.

My father, Marcus Carter, had bought me that sweatshirt's replacement twice.

I kept wearing the old one anyway.

It smelled faintly of the lavender detergent my mother used, and some nights, when the house felt too big and too quiet, I pulled the sleeves over my hands and pretended she was still somewhere nearby.

My stepmother, Vanessa, hated that sweatshirt.

She hated the worn sneakers I wore to school. She hated the photographs of my mother on my bedroom shelf. She hated the way Dad still called me his little girl, even though I was thirteen and almost as tall as her shoulder.

Most of all, she hated anything that reminded her that my father had loved someone before her.

That afternoon, sunlight poured through the enormous living room windows, turning the polished floor into a sheet of gold. A neutral-colored sofa sat beneath a painting Vanessa had insisted on buying. Near the entrance, several Louis Vuitton shopping bags rested beside the console table.

Vanessa stood among them in a cream tailored jacket and burgundy blouse, looking pleased with herself.

Her children, ten-year-old Tyler and twelve-year-old Madison, stood nearby in neat casual clothes. Tyler held a boxed pair of sneakers. Madison kept glancing at the bags, then at me.

Neither looked particularly happy.

Vanessa lifted one of the shopping bags and placed it beside her feet.

"Look at this, Nia," she said, pulling out a box.

"Madison has needed new things for months. Tyler's shoes were practically falling apart. A mother has to make sure her children are taken care of.""

I glanced at my own sneakers.

The sole of my left shoe had begun separating from the upper. I'd tried fixing it with glue from my school art kit.

"They look nice," I said quietly.

Vanessa tilted her head.

"That's all you have to say?""

I looked at Madison, hoping she'd say something.

She lowered her eyes.

Tyler shifted his weight, his fingers tightening around the shoebox.

Vanessa reached into another bag and pulled out a plain gray T-shirt. There was nothing special about it. No design, no label, no bright color. It looked like something sold in a discount store for a few dollars.

She held it between two fingers.

"This is yours.""

I stared at it.

"Mine?""

"You need clothes, don't you?""

"I have clothes.""

"Then you shouldn't complain.""

"I didn't complain.""

Her smile sharpened.

"You always have something to say when my children receive anything. Perhaps this will teach you to appreciate what you get.""

Before I could move, she tossed the shirt toward me.

The fabric struck my forearms and slipped into my hands.

I looked down at it.

Then I looked at the expensive bags surrounding her.

Something inside me, something I'd spent years carefully holding together, finally cracked.

"10,000 for my kids. That's enough for you.""

The words came out with a casual cruelty that made the room feel colder.

I raised my eyes.

"What does that mean?""

Vanessa folded her arms.

"It means your father has already spent enough money making sure you're comfortable. You have a bedroom, a school to attend, food on the table. You should be grateful.""

"I am grateful.""

"Then act like it.""

I squeezed the shirt until the fabric twisted between my fingers.

"Why do you always do this?""

"Do what?""

"Make me feel like I don't belong here.""

Vanessa gave a small laugh.

"Perhaps you feel that way because you refuse to understand how this family works.""

"This is my family, too.""

Her expression changed.

For a moment, her eyes moved toward the framed photograph on the console table—a picture of my father and me standing beside my mother at a beach when I was six.

Vanessa had asked Dad to put that photograph away twice.

He had refused twice.

"Your father has made many sacrifices for you," she said.

"And yet somehow, you're never satisfied.""

I looked at the gray shirt again.

The anger in my chest burned hotter than the sunlight coming through the windows.

I had spent months watching Vanessa praise her children for ordinary things while treating my smallest mistakes like evidence that something was wrong with me.

If Madison received a new tablet, I was told not to be jealous.

If Tyler got money for a school trip, I was reminded that Dad already paid for my activities.

If I asked for new shoes, Vanessa would sigh loudly and ask whether I thought money grew on trees.

But when Dad was home, she became someone else.

She asked about my homework. She reminded me to eat. She called me sweetheart in a voice so warm that even I sometimes wondered whether I had imagined the cruelty.

Then he would leave for work, and the warmth would disappear.

That morning, before school, I'd asked her if Dad had approved the money for my science camp.

She had said she hadn't had time to discuss it.

Now she was standing beside thousands of dollars' worth of purchases, talking about sacrifice.

I lifted my head.

"You don't get to treat me like garbage!""

My voice broke slightly on the last word.

But I didn't look away.

I threw the gray shirt back toward her.

It sailed across the short distance and landed on the console table, missing her entirely.

Vanessa recoiled as if I'd done something unforgivable.

"How dare you!""

Madison flinched.

Tyler stared at the floor.

"She's only a child," Madison whispered.

Vanessa turned on her daughter.

"What did you say?""

Madison swallowed.

"Nothing.""

"No. If you have something to say, say it properly.""

"I just think she—"

"Enough.""

The word snapped through the room.

Madison's mouth closed.

I watched her face crumple with the same helplessness I felt every time Vanessa reminded us that love in this house came with conditions.

Then footsteps sounded in the hallway.

Heavy, measured footsteps I knew better than anyone.

My father appeared in the doorway, still wearing his charcoal business suit and white shirt. His phone was in one hand, and his jacket sat neatly across his shoulders.

He took one look at me.

Then at Vanessa.

Then at the gray shirt on the console.

His expression changed.

"Nia?""

I tried to answer, but my throat had tightened.

Vanessa immediately straightened her jacket.

"Marcus, you're home early.""

He ignored the greeting.

"What happened?""

"Nothing serious," Vanessa said quickly.

"Nia is having one of her emotional moments.""

Dad set his phone down on the entrance table.

"That isn't what I asked.""

Vanessa's lips pressed together.

"I was trying to give her something nice, and she threw it at me.""

"That's not true," I whispered.

Dad turned toward me.

"Tell me what happened, sweetheart.""

I opened my mouth.

Before I could speak, Vanessa stepped forward.

"Marcus, please. The children have been standing here for twenty minutes. I bought them some things they needed, and Nia became upset because she didn't get the same presents.""

Dad looked at the shopping bags.

Then he looked at the shirt.

"Is that what you gave her?""

Vanessa lifted her chin.

"She needs basic clothes, doesn't she?""

For several seconds, he said nothing.

Then he moved between Vanessa and me, leaving enough space that neither of us had to touch the other.

"Step away from my daughter.""

Vanessa blinked.

"What?""

"You heard me.""

Her confident expression faltered.

Dad didn't raise his voice. He didn't threaten her. He simply stood beside me with a stillness that made every excuse she had prepared seem suddenly fragile.

Vanessa took a small step back.

"This is ridiculous," she muttered.

Dad bent down, picked up the shopping bags one by one, and gathered them near the entrance.

"What are you doing?"" she demanded.

"Putting these aside.""

"Those are gifts for the children!""

"Then we can discuss them after I understand what's happened here.""

He moved the last bag away from the console.

Something slipped from its opening.

A folded sheet of paper fluttered through the sunlight and landed near my feet.

I looked down.

At first, I thought it was a receipt.

Then I saw my name.

My anger drained away so quickly that I felt dizzy.

I bent down, picked up the paper, and unfolded it.

One printed line stood out from everything else.

*NIA EDUCATION SAVINGS - $10,000*

I read it once.

Then again.

My fingers began to tremble.

That account was supposed to help pay for college. Dad had told me about it after my mother died, explaining that he wanted me to have choices when I grew up.

He had promised that no matter what happened, my future would always matter.

I looked at the shopping bags.

Then at my father.

"Dad..."" My voice was barely audible.

"She paid with my college money.""

Dad took the paper from my trembling hand and read the line.

His face went still.

Slowly, he turned toward Vanessa.

She stood beside the console, her lips parted, her hands motionless at her sides.

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For the first time since I'd known her, she had absolutely nothing to say.

And my father was waiting for an explanation.

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